aslan said:
You know, life is funny. there are times when you are favored to lose the big one. lol You know what I mean. Sometimes life seems like we're living in the Matrix, but when you map it all out you keep getting the same old standard deviation. lol Sometimes you can see the handwriting on the wall as if there was never a chance for any other outcome. I can't explain it. All I know is that I can't control it either, so I just have to keep living my life according to the true odds lol as if things really do happen by chance. For all intents and purposes they do. If I ever do win the big one, maybe I'll change my mind. Or is it because I changed my mind that I won the big one? lol