JohnCrover
Banned
What the fuck do I do? Quit?
I tried traveling out of state to play better games, it failed
I tried to grind out the hours, it's failing.
I feel like I have tried everything.
I'm thinking of quitting soon. Once I hit the 800-hour mark.
I just keep losing. I know my game is good because it has been evaluated by multiple professionals, and I know the quality of the game I'm playing isn't bad.
My new normal is taking a look at my EV in CVCX after a session, and then it saying I performed -0.7 SD below EV after a losing session. Losing is my normal.
I feel so hopeless, I just keep losing even though I'm doing everything right.
I just don't know what to do at this point.
I tried traveling out of state to play better games, it failed
I tried to grind out the hours, it's failing.
I feel like I have tried everything.
I'm thinking of quitting soon. Once I hit the 800-hour mark.
I just keep losing. I know my game is good because it has been evaluated by multiple professionals, and I know the quality of the game I'm playing isn't bad.
My new normal is taking a look at my EV in CVCX after a session, and then it saying I performed -0.7 SD below EV after a losing session. Losing is my normal.
I feel so hopeless, I just keep losing even though I'm doing everything right.
I just don't know what to do at this point.