TrueCount said:
i have a stockbroker license as well as real estate broker
Maybe it was just payback time for selling homes to people who couldn't afford it or selling those internet stocks to your clients before the bubble burst.
You would need to be somewhat intelligent to pass all the exams required to become a "broker" in both specialties, so I won't question your capabilities.
As for the dollar amounts, 100k was piss in the wind to many brokers, etc., I know from just a few years back.
Using my simple math:
you say you lost 100k in 200 hrs.
taking your average bet of say $250 x lets say 100 hands/ hr heads up = $25,000/ hr action x 200 hrs = 5,000,000 dollars of action.
100k is 2% of your total action - to me it seems a bit high but a quick look at cvcx and if I have the numbers correctly, 200k br, 100k loss in 200hrs = (-3SD) loss (but in recent days I have been known to blunder the numbers

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but it seems that just maybe you may lack the required discipline so you were possibly overbetting, steaming, getting bothered by the possible heat at the orange betting level or lets say you kept losing the count due to frustration and your average bet was say $500, now thats only 200 hands to = 100k
OR
you play absolutely perfectly, your trip BR contains 15 max bets which at $1,600 ea = $24,000
of the 200 hrs in play time, 5 of those 8hr sessions you had really bad sessions and you went bust - now that can surely happen very easily - so you just lost 120,000k and the other 160 hrs.. well, you won back 1/2 your normal win rate (EV) of 3u per hour, again this is normal too.
So nothing looks strange to me.... other then having to admit you lost, but we all have to admit that at times.
I think to continue re-evaluating your play or changing counts is the mistake. Keep good records and see if you can find someone with experience to watch you play. Only then you'll now the real story.
If it's anything like what I've been up against, here's how it goes:
Dealers hands - 20,20,21,BJ,21, 17, bust, 17, 21 BJ, BJ, 21, 20... you just can't win
Better cards to you in the future.
BJC