If I just lost from the start of my trip till the end consistently, I wouldn't feel so bad. It seems like ever 3 day trip I take I do really good the first 2 days. I'm ahead several hundred dollars and I think, "Hey, I'm pretty good at this." Visions of being a career blackjack player come into head. Then on the last day it seems like every dealer I play gets unbelievable hands over and and over. I end up losing all my profit. I usually stop at that point so it's not like I'm behind for the year. In fact I'm a little bit ahead. If you count all the free rooms and food I'm way ahead. But still, it really hurts to be ahead every trip and then lose most of it back on the last day. The last day I played this time I played about 1 1/2 hours before I was dealt a 20 and then I pushed. I mean, that's a long time to not get a blackjack, but a 20.