I sit here young broke and out here struggling in the midst of a terrible **** up that our government has made, and putting off on the younger generation. With dreams and aspirations of being a successful counter, my reasons for visiting the boards after I have search and put in my 10 application, and wondering how in the **** some off you older guys do it.
I have come to the conclusion that you guys know something we don't when it comes to the game, and wonder how many of you I have sat with at the tables. Guys who can play a 6 deck at 4:30 in the morning asm and know when the black jacks and 10s come out of an asm whatever the count. Controlling it by the cut card, with stacks of blacks and greens steady builiding on the table, and acting like it is aggravating to be there. Telling a young buck like myself that I'im betting at the wrong time, and mysteriously having to go the bathroom whenever I fcuk up the cut. (My vision of CP, somewhere in the Midwest, LOL) Or observing guys while backcounting and watching them spread out as the count begins to descend. Feeling the adrenaline rush.
I mean hell what is it and how do I find the secret out. I have positioned myself in the place to find out, but hell I have the bankroll of that little ant on by balcony, and as well am having trouble finding a dependable source of income. How did you guys do it? Whats your stories? How did you "come up?"
Let me know the secret. Education is ****ed up and requires me to participate in our governments plan to shift the debt to us, so why try and go to school, just to put myself in debt? I know there are some of you who started from nothing and are out off now scouting other territories.
If you read this far you are the type of people who have done what I am talking about and have nothing to do, after a shift of bringing home the bacon. My story may be a rambling, but hey I am broke, with a great eye and skill for counting and various advanced strategies, but helpless with them in a world where us youngin's cant even find employment. And just want to educate my self on how some of you have overcome the obstacles of life, and made it to the other side.
I have come to the conclusion that you guys know something we don't when it comes to the game, and wonder how many of you I have sat with at the tables. Guys who can play a 6 deck at 4:30 in the morning asm and know when the black jacks and 10s come out of an asm whatever the count. Controlling it by the cut card, with stacks of blacks and greens steady builiding on the table, and acting like it is aggravating to be there. Telling a young buck like myself that I'im betting at the wrong time, and mysteriously having to go the bathroom whenever I fcuk up the cut. (My vision of CP, somewhere in the Midwest, LOL) Or observing guys while backcounting and watching them spread out as the count begins to descend. Feeling the adrenaline rush.
I mean hell what is it and how do I find the secret out. I have positioned myself in the place to find out, but hell I have the bankroll of that little ant on by balcony, and as well am having trouble finding a dependable source of income. How did you guys do it? Whats your stories? How did you "come up?"
Let me know the secret. Education is ****ed up and requires me to participate in our governments plan to shift the debt to us, so why try and go to school, just to put myself in debt? I know there are some of you who started from nothing and are out off now scouting other territories.
If you read this far you are the type of people who have done what I am talking about and have nothing to do, after a shift of bringing home the bacon. My story may be a rambling, but hey I am broke, with a great eye and skill for counting and various advanced strategies, but helpless with them in a world where us youngin's cant even find employment. And just want to educate my self on how some of you have overcome the obstacles of life, and made it to the other side.