Hey pwn I think you've got trouble here and everyone sees it but you. You may think you're copping to whats wrong with your game but all of your posts are full of contradictions that prove otherwise. I wouldn't worry about what are the best games to play if you don't play them right anyway. I have nothing against you man but so many here have tried to tell you whats up and you either tune them out or try to rationalize what is really nothing more than playing very badly. Counting correctly doesn't mean a thing if you don't follow it up with the correct actions. And going to the casino willing to blow 10 grand is no excuse to actually try to do it. If you want a rush climb a mountain, jump out of a plane, step into a ring and go toe to toe with another man that wants fight as much as you do. Don't get it from throwing the big money down on the blackjack table. Very few, more than will ever admit to it, succeed at this game. Usually its emotion more than lack of skill that causes the failure. Knowing whats right and still doing whats wrong is worse than the ignorant ploppy and just as expensive. Even if you have a lot of money it doesn't mean its right to blow a lot of money and call yourself an advantage player. You may be a card counter because you can count cards, but until you get a handle on your emotions you don't have any real advantage when you play.
Basically you lost money even when the count was high. So what, that happens all the time. It seems bad to you because its happened to you everytime you've gone to the casino....that would be once. Fix your game, bet with your head, don't throw out anymore $1000 bets, and come to grips that there will be big losses in high counts, and the frustration should subside with experience. Don't fix your game and I think this will be a very short ride for you. Best of luck to you.
