Now, this is an attitude I confess to never actually understanding.CalgaryBlackJack said:I didn't give him any odds on the all in bet and even if I did he has to know the only thing he can beat is highcard. Thats just sick and I rather get beaten by the house then a dumbass anyday.
Rather than discuss how you played the hand, and your general approach to poker, the fact is that in this specific situation, you put your money in as an 80-20 favorite.
Dead stop.
If the stack sizes were about $300 each, we have a pot of about $600. You're expectation on this hand is ~$480. That's the equivalent to a 60% advantage. When was the last time you counted cards and had a Hilo true count of 120?
Most of the time, you'll be putting your large bets in as a ~51/49 favorite with counting. Which, incidentally, is why you are always losing with your large bets. The edge is slight.
The poker gods are not that dissimilar to the BJ gods. They too, will reward you with an exceptional return on your investment. Given, of course, a sufficient time line.
Insofar as your personal issues towards how these opportunities present themselves, again you have to change your perceptions. If you are angry over 60% edges, and would sacrifice those for 2% edges on account of emotional sensitivities, advantage play may not be for you. A Zen detachment is required in this field, remove the "monkey mind" which is hellbent on reacting to every outcome of every moment, and look at what took place in your hand:
A 60% advantage.
That is an exceptional event in this field. That you have access to such moments, suggests to me the gods look upon you quite favorably.
Best,
Syph
(ps That said, if you do find yourself playing poker again, and you wish to play deepstack, I would strongly recommend you head over to 2+2, go to the "Live-Low Stakes NL" forum, and read all the posts by "always_tilting". His advice is exceptional for beating the low stakes games.)