The game is killing me. I mean that almost literally.
Once again, my entire trip bankroll was washed away, after being up (sometimes way up) for the first 800 hours, I am now a lifetime loser in advantage play (not counting online activities). I came pretty near throwing up when it was all finally gone. I logged about 11 hours of play in my last trip to Las Vegas. I am done playing for a little while. I have hit the point where I cannot mentally or financially handle more losses. I haven't been sleeping well, and my overall mental state has declined to an unsociable level where I need to step out of the game for a little while.
I figure that my expected value after the last 70 hours I've played is around 12,000 dollars. My actual result is -23k. I did have about a 2 hour window where I finally felt like I was in control of the game. My losses were minimal, I recovered about 3.5k of the previous night's 4k loss. I sat down for one final session and lose 4.5k in 20 minutes.
I am trying to remain objective about the whole issue. I know I'm not talking like a smart guy, but the numbers are so far in the red that I'm beyond reason and logic.
My future plans are to sort of develope a bankroll again. I think I may need to engage in some team play for lower stakes in the game. Team play reduces the variance and plows towards the long run faster. For now though, it's time to take a break.
-Anon
Once again, my entire trip bankroll was washed away, after being up (sometimes way up) for the first 800 hours, I am now a lifetime loser in advantage play (not counting online activities). I came pretty near throwing up when it was all finally gone. I logged about 11 hours of play in my last trip to Las Vegas. I am done playing for a little while. I have hit the point where I cannot mentally or financially handle more losses. I haven't been sleeping well, and my overall mental state has declined to an unsociable level where I need to step out of the game for a little while.
I figure that my expected value after the last 70 hours I've played is around 12,000 dollars. My actual result is -23k. I did have about a 2 hour window where I finally felt like I was in control of the game. My losses were minimal, I recovered about 3.5k of the previous night's 4k loss. I sat down for one final session and lose 4.5k in 20 minutes.
I am trying to remain objective about the whole issue. I know I'm not talking like a smart guy, but the numbers are so far in the red that I'm beyond reason and logic.
My future plans are to sort of develope a bankroll again. I think I may need to engage in some team play for lower stakes in the game. Team play reduces the variance and plows towards the long run faster. For now though, it's time to take a break.
-Anon