Based on 'events' of the past couple days, the last thing you now need is a new forum to post on. You have been posting too much info, detailed spread and wins and losses, along with announcing before hand where are you are playing and I see it has finally caught up with you. (OSN)
It isn't the end of your career, but being that you have a fairly unique look, things are going to be more difficult for you. The honeymoon is over.
You MUST now stop posting in anything but very general terms, if at all, if you want to achieve any kind of longevity.