For any of you that think youre unlucky, go ahead and tell me the last time you have been trolled by the universe time after time after time after time. I fucking walk on egg shells. But thats besides the point. Ive now lost the last 6 out of 8 'split 10' opportunities where the dealer only busted ONE TIME. The other win came off 2 pushes and a 3rd hand win hahahhaha. Not only did I lose the split 10s, i lost every single one of the splots that round where I usually split to 3 or more hands all max bets. But wait it gets better. Not only have i lost the split 10 hands, the dealer has flipped to 20 or 21 every single one of those times hahahahha. No 17 no 18 no 19, it has to be a magical 20 or 21 out of their ass. Maybe one 18 in there but who the fuck cares. One time the dealer busted in the last 8 times. ONE TIME. Thats a 10k swing alone just off horrible luck on the splitting 10s. Of course ill never hit my EV, of course ill never fucking grow a bankroll in this mob infested city. How the fuck can I? I cant win good hands, i cant win big money rounds, i cant win bad hands, i cant win insurance, i cant fucking win shit.
But heres the real kicker. I recently was asked what my name was to a casino boss at GVR. I told them my name was Jack since I thought it was heat after he pestered me for a card. Well guess what my reward was for that? A week later I run into a dealer named Jack at Texas Station and get massacred. I mean was there any fucking chance in hell i was winning that shoe? But wait it gets even better. Not only do I lose that shoe, but im up the entire shoe until yhe last round, where one guy leaves and because of that i now get a 20v6 and an A5v6, RC +18 1.5 decks left, i split the 20s 3 times get all stiffs, double the a5 get an ace, dealer flips an ace for soft 17 and a 3 hahahha. Had i just be a complete and utter idiot novice and not split, i wouldve gotten a 4 fot on the double for 20 and won every hand.
Welcome to my world where divine intevention fucking trolls me in everything I do and welcome to blackjack where skill doesnt pay off at least not for the best player in the world. I literally havent even played one fucking negative count in like a year and nothing to show for it hahahha. I played a total of 2 negative rounds in the past year or who knows how long. Im performing at half my EV. Thats my reward for doing everything right and having the disicpline of a lion. Anyone else who has run as bad as me with how aggressive I play with an N0 under 15k would ve jumped off a bridge by now, committed suicide, or quit the game. Somehow I keep going.
If i get a hold of oxycodone im out of this fucking bullshit world.
But heres the real kicker. I recently was asked what my name was to a casino boss at GVR. I told them my name was Jack since I thought it was heat after he pestered me for a card. Well guess what my reward was for that? A week later I run into a dealer named Jack at Texas Station and get massacred. I mean was there any fucking chance in hell i was winning that shoe? But wait it gets even better. Not only do I lose that shoe, but im up the entire shoe until yhe last round, where one guy leaves and because of that i now get a 20v6 and an A5v6, RC +18 1.5 decks left, i split the 20s 3 times get all stiffs, double the a5 get an ace, dealer flips an ace for soft 17 and a 3 hahahha. Had i just be a complete and utter idiot novice and not split, i wouldve gotten a 4 fot on the double for 20 and won every hand.
Welcome to my world where divine intevention fucking trolls me in everything I do and welcome to blackjack where skill doesnt pay off at least not for the best player in the world. I literally havent even played one fucking negative count in like a year and nothing to show for it hahahha. I played a total of 2 negative rounds in the past year or who knows how long. Im performing at half my EV. Thats my reward for doing everything right and having the disicpline of a lion. Anyone else who has run as bad as me with how aggressive I play with an N0 under 15k would ve jumped off a bridge by now, committed suicide, or quit the game. Somehow I keep going.
If i get a hold of oxycodone im out of this fucking bullshit world.
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