Aw man I didn't mean it like that! It's just that when you are in your final days, and you look back at all the things you wished you did, I can guarantee one of them won't be "played more blackjack." It won't even be "made more money." At least having the money will give you the opportunity to do more things. But I can't believe a guy like you isn't really, really good at something else too, nor that there isn't something else you wanted to be before you took up advantage play.
Although I enjoy the money I make from playing and it does provide a significant percentage of my income, that's all it provides. There's not as much satisfaction from it as there is from accomplishing something in engineering. Because when you provide goods or services for profit, you are giving in exchange for taking and the symmetry of that principle and the paradigm it provides for society in general is pleasing. Even in terms of gamesmanship and competititveness, I'm more proud of my 642-point Scrabble game than of my big casino wins.