I'll tell you JSTAT I only watched your first video and you had me laughing so hard I was crying. I don't put much credibility in your system, but if you wanted to take that act on the road I'd pay to see it. On a more serious note I was wondering do you have any idea what your advantage is at any point while you're playing? Do you have a set betspread or kind of make it up as you go? Why are you so proud of not being able to play? I'm more proud of being a successful player with longevity than being banned everywhere. I would not use casino barrings as an inspirational teaching point. By the way you are way off about your stats on at least 1 of the MIT teams. They made much more than the $700,000 you claim. As a matter of fact they made half a million in just one Superbowl weekend. And the players that I know from that team, did not give back their money. Some even still play to this day, strange how they can yet you can't.
As a note to rounder13, if you are too nervous to play don't. What I mean is if you're too nervous to play properly, don't. You will need confidence and the ability to either ignore or handle people at the table. As an AP you will usually be playing differently then the average player sitting next to you. That will bother many and they will let you know about it. You need to be able to play your game strongly without fear of others. You cannot let rude people intimidate you into playing their game. Play what is right, and be confident that what you're doing is right. If you already get nervous in crowds, the casino is not going to be easy. Not impossible though. Once you have learned a system thoroughly, it may give you the confidence to not be anxious at least in this environment. It may take time, don't rush it. There is nothing wrong with setbacks and planned losing, its ill prepared failure that devastate new AP's, that and bad systems. Beware.
