I am a somewhat regular poster on these forums, but I am using a new account because I don't feel like discussing with my friends just yet.
To sum things up, I have been losing consistently for 10 months straight. I finished 2010 down 138 times my max bet, and at one point I was down 173 max bets.
My winning streaks always seem to be modest and close to my hourly expected rate. But when I lose I lose ten times as fast as I should be winning. I once lost 100 max bets in 30 hours of play (across a few sessions).
On every trip but one last year I started with a >25 max bet downswing right off the bat. Sometimes I managed to claw my way back to up around even, and other times I didn't.
This year I started by winning 37 max bets but on my last trip I gave it all back and more.
I don't know how to describe it other than I never pull the card I need while the dealer always pulls the card he needs. We have all experienced this in one shoe or even for a few sessions, but I cannot even comprehend how it can last for this long. How many lifetimes do I have to play before things even out? Almost every single session is like a nightmare. Once I start raising my bet I lose almost every hand.
Just for fun I kept track of how many blackjacks I was getting in the last three sessions vs the dealer, and these were the results: 6 to 33, 8 to 32, 4 to 22. This is while playing two hands where I should be getting 2/3rds of the blackjacks!
I have had seven shoes where I was betting max for at least 3 decks and I did not win one max bet! In two of those shoes I lost every max bet (no pushes)!
I wong extremely aggressively and play with a modest spread of 1-2x8, where 8 units is my "max bet". I shudder to think what losing over 100 max bets would feel like if I were spreading 1-20. I have evaluated and re-evaluated my game. I have run all the sims, checked myself for errors and had other people check. I am really not making many mistakes if any at all. And making mistakes is almost irrelevant at this point. I could play like the biggest plop in the casino and not lose at anywhere near this rate.
Almost all of this is at a big, reputable casino, where many others have had good results.
So what is it? Have other people had similar experiences? Is my bad run even statistically possible? Am I cursed? Am I destined for something else? Any insight would be appreciated.
To sum things up, I have been losing consistently for 10 months straight. I finished 2010 down 138 times my max bet, and at one point I was down 173 max bets.
My winning streaks always seem to be modest and close to my hourly expected rate. But when I lose I lose ten times as fast as I should be winning. I once lost 100 max bets in 30 hours of play (across a few sessions).
On every trip but one last year I started with a >25 max bet downswing right off the bat. Sometimes I managed to claw my way back to up around even, and other times I didn't.
This year I started by winning 37 max bets but on my last trip I gave it all back and more.
I don't know how to describe it other than I never pull the card I need while the dealer always pulls the card he needs. We have all experienced this in one shoe or even for a few sessions, but I cannot even comprehend how it can last for this long. How many lifetimes do I have to play before things even out? Almost every single session is like a nightmare. Once I start raising my bet I lose almost every hand.
Just for fun I kept track of how many blackjacks I was getting in the last three sessions vs the dealer, and these were the results: 6 to 33, 8 to 32, 4 to 22. This is while playing two hands where I should be getting 2/3rds of the blackjacks!
I have had seven shoes where I was betting max for at least 3 decks and I did not win one max bet! In two of those shoes I lost every max bet (no pushes)!
I wong extremely aggressively and play with a modest spread of 1-2x8, where 8 units is my "max bet". I shudder to think what losing over 100 max bets would feel like if I were spreading 1-20. I have evaluated and re-evaluated my game. I have run all the sims, checked myself for errors and had other people check. I am really not making many mistakes if any at all. And making mistakes is almost irrelevant at this point. I could play like the biggest plop in the casino and not lose at anywhere near this rate.
Almost all of this is at a big, reputable casino, where many others have had good results.
So what is it? Have other people had similar experiences? Is my bad run even statistically possible? Am I cursed? Am I destined for something else? Any insight would be appreciated.