KJ - the final word

[kewljason]

Ok gang. This will be my final post on this site. I offer you the explanation of my recent actions. It may seem weak to you and probably will not suffice, but I offer no apology. I was trying to protect myself and my assets.

For several years I have shared my experiences through different stages of my career. I felt some responsibility to give back a little to the site and especially newer players as I had benefited so greatly and learned so much from being a member of this site. I also enjoyed the ability to share experiences and talk blackjack with other like minded individuals. Something that I don't have in my personal life as most of my friends do not know a double down from a double in baseball. As a result of being stupid and naive and just careless over the years I exposed too much personal information about myself. People had warned me about this, but by the time it had set in the damage was done.

This year incidents really began to occur with greater frequency. I have been called by name a half dozen times in the casino by both casino personnel and strangers. And the times it was casino personel, I was playing unrated. I have been backed off by a pit worker in a bar a mile away from any casinos. (this may or may not have been just a coincidence) I have been approached and called by name 3 different times outside or near my residence by people I don't know or recognize. And I have been robbed at gun point a block from my home 8 weeks ago. The early moments of this robbery I thought may have just been coincidence as well as people are robbed in LV all too regularly. It wasn't until after I had surrendered my phony wallet with about a hundred bucks, when I was told he wanted my bankroll not my wallet that I knew it wasn't a coincidence. It was yet another in a series of escalating incidences resulting from my own careless and stupid behavior.

I knew then that just cutting back on my posting and details as I had actually been doing for several months would not be enough. While recovering from my recent surgery I came up with this plan. Yes I did have surgery to replace heart valves that were damaged not by typical heart disease but rather by an unusual infection (that is for ZG who seems unusually interested in details) I asked desertwolf to help me. Desertwolf is not my lover, nor my alter ego, but just a retired friend on social security who earlier this year moved here from Philadelphia at my encouragement. A good friend who participated in a plan that he did not think much of. Turns out that attempting to help me as I requested damaged him a great deal as detective CP managed to dig up his real name and post it online. For that I am truly sorry for having involved you desertwolf.

So I had my reasons for this action. You may or may not find this explanation suitable, but I suspect you will at least understand the reasoning, if not agree with it. You may also choose to believe anything you like about me. People seem to want to now say that everything I ever said or posted was made up. Quite the contrary is true and therein lies the problem that led to this situation. I was careless and posted too much. So maybe that can be a parting lesson for everyone, based on not only these incidents that happened to me because of my recklessness, but also the aftermath where information on desertwolf was exposed. Be careful about your online experience. Everything is not as anonymous as portrayed.

Sincerely

KJ

ps not important but just to set the record straight.

21Forme: Stop telling people I live in a 30 thousand dollar condo. For god sakes, I don't live in the slums. What I said was that I paid less than 30% of the value of the place when it was new in 2006. The original price was over 300K. Do the math.

ZG: you asked 3 times why (I had) desertwolf post the last name “dunn” which is not my last name. (I am not quite that stupid). I did so because I knew it would lead to the facebook page that I hoped would add credibility to this plan and be able to end this nightmare once and for all.

And most of all to BjayCobb: I deeply regret how my actions affected you the most. You are the nicest man that I have never met. And you proved that again throughout this ordeal with your concern.

 

[mjbballar23]

KJ

This whole situation was seriously ****ed. In the end, im just glad your ok. Take care!

 

[21forme]

Sorry about misquoting your condo value. With the way LV real estate had plummeted and reading some of Wong's posts on his condo purchases, I thought 30K was possible. After all, we're not talking Rittenhouse Square here.

And I'll presume we won't be getting together in a few weeks, as planned

Best of luck to you.

 

[Canceler]

Ban OP.

Seriously. Not for perpetrating this fraud on us, but because it’s what he wants, and would solve his problem here.

 

[Freightman]

Good Luck

Thanks for setting the record straight.

 

[Craps Master]

So, a guy posts so much personal info about himself online that he gets backed off and robbed, is led to e-fake his own death and, in response to the fallout, he decides to come back and post even more personal info about himself. Is that what has happened here?

 

[sagefr0g]

u kant believe every thing you read on the internet

........my thoughts:

post-death:
:cry::fish:

post-post-death
:celebrate:vomit::cool2::whip:

....

 

[bjcardcounter]

It is a relief to know that you are fine.

 

[creeping panther]

Wow

I hope KJ is alive, but in light of certain facts and coincidences and posts of seeming desperation by Wolf and KJ, or whoever, I have requested Ken to save all posts concerning KJ's death, unedited, so that in the event Ken Smith cannot 100% guarantee that KJ is alive that he be prepared to turn them over to the LVPD as well as the State Police of Pa.

This will put an end to this nightmare once and for all.

CP

 

[KenSmith]

kewljason has had a history here of creating drama, and he's certainly gone above and beyond this time. I'll grant his perennial wish. This will indeed be the "final word" from him here. RIP KJ.

 

[blackriver]

I think cp's views are the opposite of the majority on here. We all knew what was up from the beginning as is clear from all the wink and nod posts saying "if your dead RIP (but seriously, good luck out there)" that would've been offensive if said about someone actually thought to be dead. The obit was a message to your enemies and a contact with himself, not us. We we're only meant to notarize it and say goodbye. I mean, you were getting robbed and were losing your livelihood. If that's not extenuating circumstances what is?

His life is threatened in a very real way because he couldn't stop the urge to help others. (I've been completely the opposite and come off as at least moderately paranoid all the time). I think your plan was good, I thought you were gonna pull it off. In retrospect maybe you could've let ken in on it and he could've helped prevent the disaster thread that broke out. I hope things work out for you eventually and this will somehow be a looked back on as a blessing in disguise.

 

[Eye of the Tiger]

Well that's one down and one to go. KJ rose from the dead. That's all we need is Glovestec to rise from the dead. Tell me you don't believe in miracles you would almost believe it was Good Friday.

 

[aslan]

All's well that ends well. Good luck to you in all your future pursuits, kewjason! I mean that sincerely. You'd be a blessing to have as a friend, and I do feel blessed for having known you in this virtual world, which as you point out, was all true. It was all true, and anyone can revisit any of your posts and see for himself that it was true. All you posted to help others is still there to help any who come behind them. You poured out your heart and knowledge, and that is why everyone so admired you. I still do, and I hope all others will come to see you as I see you, a stand-up guy who loved helping others. Did I already say, "Good luck to you in all your pursuits?" I mean it. Meanwhile, the next stage of this saga will likely be members of the Forums trying to guess which newcomer to the Forum is really you in disguise. Enjoy your life, and thanks for contributing so much of yourself to the people on this website. I keep rambling, because it's hard to say goodbye, but there, I've said it, "Goodbye... and good variance forever!"

Sincerely,

Aslan

PS-- If you see me at the tables, it's all right to say, "Hello, Aslan."

 

[Dyepaintball12]

Umm... yeah. KJ, WTF. This is not cool. Absolutely f***ed in fact.

I appreciate that you want to protect yourself, but lying about your own death?

I didn't post in the other DesertWolf thread because I actually had a sneaking suspicion that you were doing exactly what it is you ended up doing. Faking your own death.

So no "I'm glad your okays" from me man. You crossed a serious line when manipulating people to feel bad about you.

 

[aslan]

I hope KJ is alive, but in light of certain facts and coincidences and posts of seeming desperation by Wolf and KJ, or whoever, I have requested Ken to save all posts concerning KJ's death, unedited, so that in the event Ken Smith cannot 100% guarantee that KJ is alive that he be prepared to turn them over to the LVPD as well as the State Police of Pa.

This will put an end to this nightmare once and for all.

CP

Give it up, CP. I would know kewljason's posts anywhere. This is him without a doubt, a better ID than fingerprints or facial recognition. I appreciate you concern for the possibility of foul play, and kj characteristically was not quick in absolving you of all wrong (detective who outed his friend), but this is vintage kj, and I hope to meet up with him quite by accident some day and have a laugh over these intrigue filled days. You know as I know, he bears you no ill will, and will probably come to see your actions as motivated by heartfelt concern for his well being, if he does not already see it that way.

 

[Brutus]

This year incidents really began to occur with greater frequency. I have been called by name a half dozen times in the casino by both casino personnel and strangers. And the times it was casino personel, I was playing unrated. I have been backed off by a pit worker in a bar a mile away from any casinos. (this may or may not have been just a coincidence) I have been approached and called by name 3 different times outside or near my residence by people I don't know or recognize. And I have been robbed at gun point a block from my home 8 weeks ago. The early moments of this robbery I thought may have just been coincidence as well as people are robbed in LV all too regularly. It wasn't until after I had surrendered my phony wallet with about a hundred bucks, when I was told he wanted my bankroll not my wallet that I knew it wasn't a coincidence. It was yet another in a series of escalating incidences resulting from my own careless and stupid behavior.

good to see your alright kj.
fellas, always be careful exposing your bankroll. have an exit plan so that when you leave a shop no one can follow and rob you.

 

[tezzadiver]

All I can say is what a drama queen.

I used to really enjoy some of KJ`s posts. You dug yourself this hole- now lie in it.

It seems that you really like to be the centre of attention. With the amount of drama you have created, being a small to midstakes player yourself, obviously suffering from some feelings of paranoia and persecution.

I have no doubt we will see you here posting under a different alias.

 

[jerseyshop101]

Glad to hear KJ is still alive!

I honestly just finished watching Final Destination 4, which now has me wondering...

Can one cheat e-death?

Sounds like a new script for Final Destination 5. :grin:

 

[creeping panther]

Aslan

Give it up, CP. I would know kewljason's posts anywhere. This is him without a doubt, a better ID than fingerprints or facial recognition. I appreciate you concern for the possibility of foul play, and kj characteristically was not quick in absolving you of all wrong (detective who outed his friend), but this is vintage kj, and I hope to meet up with him quite by accident some day and have a laugh over these intrigue filled days. You know as I know, he bears you no ill will, and will probably come to see your actions as motivated by heartfelt concern for his well being, if he does not already see it that way.

Get it right Bud, Wolf posted under a handle that ended up being his real name on BJ 21, Wolf outed himself knowingly and then put his email for replys as the same as KJ was using, I wanted to know if anyone knew the poster by his handle, J##### ######## as I was investigating the situation at that time, so now you apologize to me, Aslan, for saying I outed the creep, when he outed himself, (in more ways than one).

If your real name is Aslan, and you use it as a handle, and I ask if anyone knows Aslan,,have I outed you:laugh: Get real Aslan. You should be half as upset over the fraud perpetrated on this site by Wolf and KJ

And get this straight Aslan, I care not what those two creeps think of me,:vomit: and leave me out of your praising of Wolf and KJ. Why not start a fund to get them both some serious help to address their very evident mental health issues.

CP

 

[yesiamred]

WTF...I mourned the loss of you and I don't even know you...I did a re-evaluation of myself because of your young life lost so early, or so I thought.

I don't know you from adam but really, wtf...wtf ???????????

My life has been threatened and my children's life's have been threatened in the past...no, not because of cards, blackjack or casino's just because there are dumb, lying, cheating shits out there who only care about themselves...ugh...I need some time to reflect and a few beers.